just finished watching "Apocalypse Now"... great movie.  it's an old film (Lawrence Fishburn comes out as a 17yr old boy) about the vietnam war and relates it to the idea that everyone has an evil side to them. 

i have a long day ahead of me tomorrow (class, quiz, class, tutor, class).  better get to bed.... if i can that is.

"insomnia"

it is nearing 5am and i'm still unable to fall asleep.  it would help if i was tired, or if my heart wasn't beating @ 500 beats/sec.  i am unsure of the reason for this unorthodox heart rate, but i have a hunch that it originates from thinking too much.  a million thoughts just running through my head.  i want it to stop, but it just keeps going and going and going and going....... i think i'm going crazy.

oh, one of my thoughts is about my awsome, awsome, awsome friend... you know who you are.

Man oh man.... it's been soooooo long since I updated.  Heck... the "New Weblog Entry" page has changed on me too.... wonder when that happened?

Well as for my life.... it's been the same story: school, school, and MORE SCHOOL!!!!!!!!!!  I've been stressing a lot lately about what I want to do after I graduate.  I still have another year left until I receive my undergraduate degree in Biology, but I feel it's important to plan ahead..... well, I think it's about time anyways.... don't want to waste any more of it. 

In contrast to all the stress that has engulfed me the past couple of months, I'm excited to see what the future has in store for me.... I mean, I've been carving out the path of my future (mentally ofcourse) and it's been making me feel a little antsy, kinda like the feeling you get when you're hiding to scare someone and that person's just about to turn the corner.  The feeling of anticipating an event to occur when you've prepared and waited so long for it.  Argh, but I also feel that goal (master's in Biology, Law Degree) is out of my reach..... high goals for a student so underskilled..... we'll see what happens.

One thing I'm REALLY looking forward to this Winter break:  SNOWBOARDING!!!!!!! 

That's all....

I am "burnt to a crisp"...

Well, my arms are anyways.... the reason for it was being out in the sun for 9 hours for a softball tournament.... we placed 8th out of 9 teams.... puhuhhahah....

Anyhow... my summer has been jam packed with things to do... and it's not going to get any better.... it's going to get busier the rest of the way.... I'm looking forward to it though.... here's what I have planned:

1. Camping.... twice in one week....

2. Tutoring.... gotta make $$$

3. Volunteering.... UBC's International Student Organization, and The Canadian Red Cross....

4. School.... will be taking a full-course load in Sept....

I'm also excited about a couple of other things... but I don't want to jinx it, so I won't say just yet.... hehe